anxiety!!

buying a house is easily the most nerve wrecking thing in the world!! I'm sitting here just waiting for a phone call to find out if we were outbid. I hope not me and bf need a place so badly... and I really want this one it's so damn cute!!but I've been trying to keep occupied as to not drive myself to complete insanity. found out fedora doesn't like to play nicely with mp3 but it's mp3's fault really...

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Ugh. Just. So. Much.

Yeah I've been a lazy cunt. You better trust and believe that for ages I've been sitting on my happy ass on the internet NOT POSTING HERE. No reason as to why but let's get on with this...

New Years! Things got a little sketchy with bf and me but after all was said and done, we're still here and together. Always awesome. It's an incident we're pretending never occurred tbh. But whatev's, not like I'm going into detail here and a shit. Let's just break it down as I'm crazy possessive and he's a man. 'nough said, I think.

What else... well, been doing some fucking phlebotomy school. It's easy as hell and in a few more weeks I'll be certified to stab people with needles and steal their blood. I'm that awesome!! Considering going on to get my certification to be a lab technician just to use my phlebotomy skills more and bring in more cash. Sounds awesome, right? I'm already able to say I'm a medical professional. That has been pretty fun for me. Been having a killer time with medical terms (PHAGOCYTOSIS!!).

Other than that, not a lot going on here. I made the decision to rid myself of facebook. Haven't been there since and not really missing it. I've got this blog and twitter. Also texting. I've got so much texting. Speaking of which, I got the microsoft kin onem from my mom cause I needed a new phone. It's not horrible but it's difficult to figure out.

Currently bf is still in bed. I'm hanging out with my two puppies listening to Soma.Fm cause I'm a fag like that what can I say? Been eating up the hate over on GuruGossip and eFagz recently as well. On my mind right now is how bad I wanna fucking move out of this shitty state!! I wanna move closer to Faune cause she's pretty much my only chance at awesome friendship and adventures.

....shit I need to get my nails rebalanced soon. They look crappy as hell... (Only reminded this time cause of typing... lol)